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Is that cage bird finally free?"Is that caged bird finally free?"
She’s asked, yet she doesn’t reply
She doesn’t know the answer, yet it seems she does
"A caged bird may be free from her tormentors but that doesn’t mean she is free from her past…"
——Is what she says
Continuously musing on horrible times gone past
She was at their mercy then and they continuously torment her
In those memories of horrible times
"売女" was the name was given to her by tormentors
She wasn’t given a choice and they held them hostage
They would have her either way
It remains her regret
Is that caged bird finally free?
She doesn’t know, thus she remains silent
Musing on a time when she was very little
No more than a crying child, wrapped in a purple blanket
She cried out for her parents and they’ve never returned
She’s never found them, her heart shattered in as many pieces as there stars in the sky
She’s spent her life picking t
Deliriums of a Little GirlA little girl, with hair of white
Eyes of moonlight blue with a stare of blank and ice
An innocent mind so clouded with lunacy
Winter left behind no pleasant memories
She was really little
Neither could she really talk
Someone suicidal attempted to kill her once
She never knew
Yet, she trusted her nevertheless
That memory manifested as an imaginary friend
Or not, as she cannot see her, the others can
And they writhe in terror
She remembered the screams from that screaming woman
The screams from that raging lunatic woman
She didn't know her mind was ill
Those screams still echo and she remains unfazed
Someone close to her attempted suicide
Unsure what was happening and unable to do anything
She sat by, watching as the bubbles stopped
Now, she cries out, "DON'T LEAVE ME!!" in her voice
There are bloodied handprints
And the cries of babies
They are not from her
The air feels cold
Water drops to snowflakes
It feels like winter again
The tears never end
Neither do the memories
A Review of Dawn of The Planet of the Apes
Hello, this is Raz and here comes a nice review of Dawn of The Planet of the Apes. Anyway, I thought the movie was pretty cool and the soundtrack was awesome, capturing emotion during every scene. The plot, I found to be well executed and I found myself heartbroken by the end. An'way, I do recommend you go and I see it and get back when you do
She Asks If She is DyingYoung and sweet
Yet, silent and somewhat reserved
She is a little a girl
Her mind afflicted with lunacy
Her smile concealing her long incomprehensible misery
Of the very lunacy she suffers
Yet from her blinded eyes are tears
Forced acceptance of something she can never tear herself away from
She looks to someone
Smiling, as if nothing is really wrong
Asking if she is dying
She's resigned herself to it
Believing it to be an illness without cure
Resigning herself to the equivalent of death
Am I dying?
In body she be well
But in mind she be ill
The misery of which eating away what sanity remains
What is being lost
May not be so easily regained
She knows that
Shikata ga nai
Yet, she asks if she is dying
Killerbunnies I: MeetingAlmost everyone was sent a letter of acceptance and I knew there would soon be more recruits into this underground. Amongst some of the recruits were I and my comrade Creamline. Frankly, I couldn't have thought this be better myself, after all, we had been roaming around, with people on our asses, well actually, mostly mine. Of all of this ugly world, I thought it'd be nice that we have some other people like ourselves. When we were ushered onto the room, Creamline thought it would be fit to get to know everyone. I remained reserved, observing everyone from afar. Some of them stuck out and others so very little. Of course, I didn't have the get to know everyone because I was given access to the database.
The 26th killerbunny was Anwen von Eyre. She was in a wheelchair, with a breathing tube down her throat and an intravenous drip in her arm. Going by her appearance, I could tell she was sick and probably on her last legs, not having much long to live. Despite her illness, she was
Magus' Review of Non-StopSalve, Magus est lepus and I have something nice to share. Sure, this movie is probably on DVD by now or whatever but it is a nice movie. I have found the movie to be rather scary, being that air travel is already frightening enough, especially since that day, but I found it was executed well and I had enjoyed it and Liam Neesons's performance.
I Can't Feel AnymoreI'm sorry
I cannot cry
Neither can I laugh
I can't feel anymore
No, I can't
My emotions are gone
As are my feelings
I don't have any anymore
I can see that you are fretting and your eyes are in tears
Let this be known
I feel neither joy nor sadness at my situation
I wanted it this way
I wanted to cast aside those very things
They were no longer needed
And had brought much upset
I'm no more than an empty shell
A shell of what once was
A shell with empty eyes
A shell that feels cold
This is a prefered existance
All in all, I can't feel anymore
And, I never will
waiting so long
something near nescapable
all of the pain and hardships
the illnesses that overtook her
Almost resulting in a premature death
She fell ill from the poison of radiation,
dying while waiting for nonexistent emergency services
An illness she was too sick to recover from
the mother that cannot so easily reach her child
because she had no choice
From wounds that fester
From wounds that cannot heal
From broken hearts and damaged souls
She emptied a gun into a wall of mirrors
A rage against the horrible things done to her
The winter was even warmer than she
She wanted to die
Her immortality was overrode
Something she's attempted when she's gone mad
They were to be broken
For some it worked
Troubles never seemed to end
It was a near never-ending cycle
They were gone but not forgotten
Their spirits stil
There is tree
It is very pretty tree
On a hill
One side is dismal and looks dead
The other side seems to be fairly pleasant
There is a reason why
On one side, we have a woman hanging
She had recently gone insane and opted to end her life
She would fail at this
On the other side, is a girl swinging on a swing
She is from a time of innocence and happiness, long before now
She and the woman are the same
The little girl from a time the woman seemed so interested in forgetting
Or, rather, seemed so interested in wanting nothing more to regain
She could really do neither
Yet, the little girl never knew this</b> would become of her
Her life before contrasted so differently from her life in the future
It is hard believing such an innocent girl would become a suicidal mentally ill wreck
I wonder could our past and future be any more different?
MLP: A Rockdog Ate My Homework
It is another beautiful and golden morning here on the Kingdom Island of Harmony...and every denizen is up and about preparing for a new day at work or for play. Every pony, zebra, dragon, changeling, buffalo, griffin, and otherwise all rise from their beds when the warm, bright sun rises from the ocean's horizon...brought up by none other than the alicorn Princess of the Sun herself: Celestia of Equestria.
All while the adults attend their daily role of going to work or keeping their homes tidy for their families, the young students of Tambelon...from preschool to high school...are all taking the time to complete their Summer Homework Projects, as required by both the Schools and Royalty of Tambelon: Everypony must write a few pages on what they did this summer and anything they may have learned along the way.
Starlight, the young alicorn princess of Tambelon, has planned her paper out perfectly: writing one adventure and lesson at a time
Family's tickle dayIt was a pretty standard day in the house of Jet. It had been two weeks since the defeat of Fladros and Snowy knew he needed a good cheer up tickle session after all the crazyiness, plus she really missed his cute laughter. She of course would get captured by him another day, but for today. She had her cute husband tied upside down in their bedroom. She giggled as Jet's cute smile grew across his face.
"Hehe so I'm all yours for today." Jet said.
"That's right you'll be upside down first, I'll change your position a bit later." Snowy explained.
She pulled from their closet Jet's backpack it had tickle tools in it such as feathers; feather dusters, paint, feather rollers, pens, the tickle seed, and the tickle sphere. She pulled out a red cloth tying it over Jet's eyes to blindfold him.
"Using my own stuff against me." Jet chuckled.
His body twitched as he felt the tip of a feather poke his helpless belly. He began to laugh as Snowy stroked the tip on his vulnerable skin, he squirmed ado
A Day at the North Pole It was a beautiful snowy December day near Christmas time. Karissa, who was friends with Santa, the elves and everyone else was going to visit the North Pole. The young lady knew Santa because her other friend Snow Miser told her about him. She couldn't wait to see all of her friends from up north.
As soon as she got there, She couldn't believe how beautiful it was. Trees were glowing with Christmas lights, and light snow was falling. Karissa had never seen it snow this much in her life. At first, she was a bit lost. All she has to go by was all of the beautifully decorated trees and all of the animals. A map would be nice right about now. In no time at all, she found Santa's castle/workshop. Her face lit up with joy. Karissa ran to the breath-taking castle. She gazed at all of the beauty around her. Karissa's favorite time of year was Christmas time. Her birthday was only one day away from Christmas Eve too.
Karissa was a bit scared to knock on the door, she
I don't know what is good, what is right
I can't see the smile on my own face
He grabs me and pulls me into the abyss
I just don't know what to do
It's a curse
He gives me grief and laughs at our own pain
He makes me see the hits they give that were for him
We feel the pain together, I feel it more
I just cry as he laughs
Please oh please, don't hurt me
It's not my fault, he did this to me
I'm so alone, I need your love
I just bleed, blood fills my lungs
As I watch this sickness, it is poisonous
I just want to cry out, please know that I'm here
As this world fades to gray, I shiver at the pain
As memories, just shatter my brain
Please do not hurt me, Please oh please
I beg you my friend, please it is not me
I just want your love, I am not him
Don't hurt him, cause it makes me bleed
Please.....stop and see the real me.....
Planes FAR: In the MineOnce the scorch of the flames had vanished, the first thing that struck Dusty was the darkness. His running lights came on automatically, providing some light in the small space. He was pressed up against a wall and felt a larger weight pressing against him. The dim light his running lights provided was enough for him to see Blade's larger form standing over him, blocking him in completely.
"Blade?" He croaked. "It's over now, you can stop crushing me." "Sorry Champ." Blade replied, his voice sounding strained. He backed off a bit, allowing Dusty a bit of wiggle room. Turning his lights on the red helicopter, Dusty could see how tense Blade was. His eyes were shut tight and his teeth were slightly bared. "Are you hurt?" Dusty asked. "I've been worse." Blade lied. "It's nothing, I'm fine." He looked at Dusty. "A busted gearbox?" He asked. Sighing, Dusty nodded. "Why didn't you say anything?" Blade asked. "I didn't quite believe it. I didn't want to believe it. The thought of never racin
Nerds and Jocks STILL in college 4
Could someone say ‘worst plan EVER?’ ?
“Good morning Starshine!” Suigetsu chirped WAY to damn early in the morning as he stood on his bottom bunk to loom over Naruto who resided on the top “And how did you sleep?”
Sleep? What sleep? Between Suigetsu’s random maniacal laughs, Jūgo’s snoring, and Shikamaru’s sleep talking, HOW THE HELL COULD ANYONE SLEEP!?! But instead of saying anything out loud he remained twitching, which only made Suigetsu laugh.
“Ah that’s good, that’s good.”
Naruto began grinding his teeth. How much more did he have to bare with?!
“Leave me the hell alone! I want to sleep!” He then turned himself away from Suigetsu and covered himself more with his blanket, only to be further disturbed by the sound of an annoying alarm clock. “Oh come on!” Naruto jolted his upper body up and flopped his arms ontop of his blankets “You gotta be kidding me!!”
The RainIt was a very rainy, yet beautiful day on Enaria, and everyone was outside enjoying the day. Dmitri and Ferdinand were playing a card game and drinking warm tea under a canopy. Jaron, Connie and Van were climbing a tree, and Kari and Paula were actually playing in the rain some times. Everyone liked the rain because it barely rained where Ferdinand and Dmitri live. Everyone was having a nice time outside, except for Lana, who wasn't used to colder weather. All she did was watch, and watch, and watch. Rain drop after rain drop. That was actually all she felt like doing. Watching everyone do what they were doing outside, she kind of wanted to join them, but the other side of her didn't want to. Lana just sat and watched the rain fall from Ferdinand and Dmitri's window in their empty storage room. She watched the rain fall down, she watched the rain drops race against each other on the window, she heard the rain get louder, and quieter the next minute. She sighed as she watched the rain f
A Netherworld adventure (role-play starter)Another day was coming to a close and Kitty was walking home from work tired out and had got some food from the Deli in the place she worked at to eat.
"Whew what a day."I said walking through the side gate of the backyard and smiled at her dogs their tails wagging fast."Heheheheh you still goofs."I giggled and opened the back door to my Nana's room and went through and to my room and ate dinner.After eating I went onto Netflix able to get it through my TV I got back on my 16th or 17th birthday 32 inch HD TV and searched for some good shows to watch.
"Hmmmmm no."I said setting the remote on the bed and got one of my Secret Saturdays DVD's and watched volume on her laptop and got her purple silk nigh gown on and brushed her long brown hair pulled back in a half-pony tail and got onto her bed and watched the episodes and fell asleep as episode 5 played.
The night was calm and quiet till a knock came at my back door from my room.
"Mmmmmm."I moaned and got up and turned on my desk lamp and
She sat alone in her room. She is frail and thin. She wears a hat to cover up what little hair she had. Her brothers had left her, for, visiting hours had ended. The doctor said she had 3 weeks to live. She was watching the 1988 movie, Grave of the Fireflies. She looked outside at the nighttime sky and watched the fireflies. She would catch them in a jar but, to her sorrow, they would die. When the fireflies died, she buried them in her flowerpot. After awhile, she stopped catching them but she left the window open so she could see them up close.
Toki was alone and frail and fireflies were her comfort. "Am I a firefly, too?" she would ask herself. She knew one thing about fireflies, they only lived for 3 weeks and that was the doctor said exactly how long she is supposed to live. A lone firefly flew into her room and landed on her finger. Toki was surprised but glad she had something to talk to.
"Hello, my name is Toki. You have a short lifespan and I have three w
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