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Even the Winter is Far Warmer Than IAs I write, I cannot help but to feel so cold
I feel cold, just so cold
This is hell living like this
The winter is even warmer
Even death is warmer
I just feel so cold
I just feel so cold
I feel even colder with tears rolling down my face
Death is even warmer than this
Even the winter in its cold feels warm
I'm living in hell
It is hell to live in silence, because speaking will only trouble
It is hell doing all you can to help and please and people still treat you badly
It is hell living, feeling hideous with anemia and alopecia
It is hell running futily
It is hell living in uncertainty
It is hell resenting an innocent child
It is hell feeling helpless in a winter that is far warmer than you
It is hell being alive!
I feel so cold
Death doesn't feel this cold
The winter feels even warmer
Yet, I feel so cold
Curse this immortality~!
All in all, even the winter is far warmer than I
Blood BrothersBrookie always holds my hand when we cross the street. She's never given a reason for it, she just does it. It's become this unspoken rule with us that whenever we cross the street together, she slips her hand in mine and I lace my fingers through hers and we walk hand-in-hand until we reach the other side and she drops her hand and we both wipe our palms on our jeans. Brookie's a little scared of crossing the street. Her poppa died in a car crash when we were six. He was a pedestrian. She's never gotten over it.
Brookie is my best friend going on sixteen years now, which is pretty impressive considering we're both sixteen. We don't have some cute little story about how we were born in the same hospital on the same day or about how our mothers were best friends long before they were pregnant with us and somehow passed on that bond while we were still in utero. No, Brookie and I met the same way ever
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A two-time Community Volunteer for the deviantART Related category, Anne is well-known as a positive, helpful force. She is the community's resident expert when it comes to CSS (Cascading Style Sheets), and her personal gallery offers a wide variety of tutorials for new and experienced coders alike. In addition, each winter she hosts a calendar project encouraging members to create Journal designs for all to use, bringing more creativity to the community.
It is with immense gratitude that we acknowledge Anne as the recipient of the Deviousness Award for October 2014. Read More